God, I hate girls who bitch about another girl's look/fashion sense without ever thinking that they might not be that pretty themselves.

Why the sudden outburst? Well, while I was waiting for the green line MRT to come this afternoon, three amazingly plump girls walked past me. You know, for a second I didn't mind that they were talking very loudly since you know if you're that fat and ugly, you have to find demeaning alternatives to get attention.

(Off topic :: but have you ever realised that it's always the fat and/or ugly, the kind you don't know whether to stare at or look away cause it both repulses and disgust you at the same time, of people that uses extremely annoying methods to draw attention to themselves? Why, I guess it must have worked because I see more and more people like this nowadays and my eyes hurt)

Okay, so the girls were like: (Words in brackets are not part of the conversation, just giving a little contribution and yes, it may be a little exaggerated.)
"Oh, did you see how she reacted? She was gonna cry!"
"Oh yeah, what a crybaby! I told her that if she cries I'm gonna slam her head to the pavement."
(Something to that effect but less violent)"
"You go girlfriend!"
"I know I rule and have you noticed how high her jeans rides up, it's up to her waist!"
(C'mon, just admit, you're just jealous cause you can't find your waist under all those fat.)
"I heard that her dad earns $5000 per month."
"Hey, that's not too bad. Why doesn't she go get herself some nice clothes?"
"It's because she doesn't have any taste!"
(Oh, I'm sure you have taste, what with you're XL Tee, jeans that barely cover your ankle, boring ponytail and black colour slingbag. Yeah, you're so stylish that I'm gonna hate myself from now on because I'm not as stylis as you are.)
"Yeah, maybe she should learn from her little sis, I heard she's better looking."
"Heh, even though I'm poor at least I still buy some pretty clothes."
(And that's the reason you're poor, my ignorant little friend.)

-End-

Just kidding, I couldn't bear to torture my ear over this anymore, so I've walked away. But alas, I can still hear their voice from 1-2 carriages away.

It's people like this we can do without but then again, who will entertain us with their stupidity if they're gone. Really, their parents should buy them a mirror. In my opinion, if you're good looking then you have the bitching rights. But if not, just shut up or else be sure that other people will keel over with laughter.

On a side note, Jane (my Financial Management lecturer) bought two cakes for us today ->Durian and Chocolate. It was love at first bite for both of the cake. I could almost hug Jane. Almost because I was too busy eating the cakes. From this moment on, I shall bring my camera everywhere and print out more photos!

Shuang Shuang, Sonya, Yvonne, Jane, Samanthat, Abishek, Raj and I are planning to go to Bangkok/KL/Bintan (we haven't really decide) this coming one week holiday. Bangkokcause Shuang Shuang never been there, KL cause we want to go shopping and Bintan cause it's famous for spa.

Yeah, I know, we're a lucky bunch. Students now really know how to enjoy life while their parents are working their asses off on jobs they hate with, sucking up to people they hate, and just generally hating life. But not my parents, cause they're the lucky bunch out of all those cookie cutter workers.

It's official, I can never be cam-whore. The camera just hates me too much. That and my skin resembles a surface that is dotted with many pus filled volcano. I'm sure that doesn't sound very attractive neither does anal sex. But people still do it.

Modelling thing is off. They called and the interview time has been set, but Yvonne told me that the office looks really dodgy. Who am I kidding anyways? Me? A model. Yeah maybe if you find a midget, compare to those stilletos trotting Victoria's Secret models, appealing.

I told Ken to buy clothes for me when he goes back to GuangZhou (which, no matter how many times you tell me, is not China) cause it's damn cheap to buy good quality clothes there and I'm not all the cookie cutters OLs that believes a person's worth is measure by the amount of LV/Chanel/Gucci/Dior bags they have. I prefer cash/shares/funds/healthy kidney that can be sold for cash. (Ken cheering in the background)

So, back to the story, I told Ken not to buy those size 0 ones not because I cannot fit into it, but it's because that when I wear it, it makes me look like a walking skeleton. Well, that's the whole point, said Ken. Err, not really. I have already been mistaken by a lot of people that I must be anorexic/bulimic/taking diet pills/all three to be this skinny. I can certainly do without the skeletal image associated with wearing a size 0.

And no, shoving a burger down my throat will not fatten me up. I should know, I eat McDonald's almost every day.











I should cut down on using "/".

Benefit Cosmestic is overrated. It doesn't really produce the "wow" factor that it claims. Oh well, at least I know now. No more being excited about it. I need new goals, maan.

Anyways, an unexptected thing happened to Yvonne and I today. Tony Lim, assisstant project coordinator of Create Talents Pte Ltd, approached us while we were walking along Orchard's Road. He said he's representing Starhub/Singnet/M1? I dunno, some mobilesy kinda company and they are looking for new models.

Of course we were excited. But you know, he approached other girls as well, just as long as you are not painful to look at. After all the excitement had died down, I feared for the worst. What am I doing? Giving three numbers [mine, Ken's and house] to a total stranger. God, I deserve to be smack on the head.

I found out I had two missed call later on. Not sure who called. Could be them. If it was then I could have just missed the opportunities of my lifetime. =< O well, what's mine will be mine, one day.

By the way, I've checked out their website. Er, their "talents", um how should I put it? Very photogenic? But not "bow down to me cause I"m beautiful" photogenic. Just normal looking. No wonder they need new models.

I just read an article called "Serve ang moh first, local can wait" in www.stomp.com.sg. I wasn't really pissed off when I read it even though I felt that the cashier deserved to be whack on the head cause he might be brainwashed.

But what really caugth my attention was a comment made by a certain "stomper". This "stomper" quote and unquote:" You Chinese feel bad being used by Caucasians. We Malays also feel bad being pushed around by Chinese"

Bad grammar aside, I really feel that what he/she said is really unjustified:

First, "us Chinese" never felt bad because we were used Caucasians. In the article, there was no mention of being used by Caucasian, the stomper was upset because of the attitude of the cashier not the Caucasian.

Second, you Malays pushed around by Chinese? Singapore is being extremely nice to put its national anthem in Malay and even the instructors in NS have to use Malay. Maybe it's because Singapore doesn't fancy the idea of their main water supply cut off. But still the point is they don't have some bumiputra rules governing the Chinese.

So what are you complaining about. It's the Chinese who are suffering from the effect of bumiputra laws and what about the 1969 Chinese massacre? You blame the Chinese for stealing all your wealth and resources. Why don't you try to look at the core problem first and that will be yourself.

The uncle that lives two doors down from my ex-flat told the neighbours that we were chased out by the police cause we didn't pay the ex-landlady rent. And to think that my parent always gave them something [once, it was honey from NZ] when they come to visit me. What a load of bullshit! The reason we were chased out because the ex-landlady wanted to terminate the contract but she doesn't want to compensate us.

Don't get me wrong, I have nothing against harmless gossiping. Although some may say that harmless and gossiping can never go together. Don't spread rumours around if you are not sure about the truth. I can sue you for defamation, you know.

Humans are an evil bunch. Even the mak cik next door is gossiping about us. Last time she borrowed $10 from my mum and never paid it back but my mum never asked her for it. Yes, we human are an ungrateful bunch also.

- People are not ignorant cause they are poor, it's because they are ignorant that they are poor.