Starbucks Caffe Latte doesn't look good on one's light blue jeans. This comes from experiencing it and yes, it looks like you've crapped on your jeans. Like I said, not pretty.

Anyways, I'm still trying to figure out my money dilemma and how to deal with kiasu [ literally translated means :: afraid to lose ] singaporeans.

And hey, remember about my brand new spanking PDA phone? Well, it's not so brand new and spanking anymore. It's broken and smells like fish stock and HP damaged it even more! With all the bullocks about being No. 1 in the computer market, it sure doesn't give good service. Oh well, a loss is a loss... =< But still...

This morning I had Starbucks Caffe Latter and Pasta Salad for brunch. Yesterday, I had salmon and cheese sushi. One of the perks of studying in Orchard Road. But this also puts stress on my NETS card. I've been swiping them like mad lately.

Of course it doesn't help that I need to spend $200 on presents. $50 on each person and there are four people. =.= Great. With that money I can buy the bag I saw in New Urban Male and I'll still have money left over after that. But I guess I should consider this as an investment. Cause you know, it always pay to have the family of your boyfriend to like you.

You know, it's kinda scary. One week from now, I'll be on my way to GuangZhou, all alone. Boyfriend doesn't count. This is my first more than a weekend trip without my family. With my family, every whim of mine will be taken care of but now... I guess it's time to grow up huh, lisa?

Today, while waiting to take the bus home, this old auntie and her grandson didn't queue up and when the bus come, this auntie fought her way to the front and her grandson said :" NAINAI [ means grandma ]YOU JUMPED QUEUE! " So funny. But the Nainai was quite mean. She immediately retorted :" WHO SAY I JUMPED QUEUE? I'LL HIT YOU IF YOU SAY IT AGAIN! "

I can't stand these kind of people. Some act like they're some high classed lady but they'll sashayed their way to the front without showing any shame. Yes, that's oh-so-high class. Queue people! Queue! Most of the people who jumped queue are normally those ojiisan and obaasan [ uncles and aunties ] They're not setting a very good standard to us, now are they? Humans are ugly hearted creatures.

He called me: " princess ".

My hamster escaped again... it was yesterday. The first thought that came into my head was :" I'm gonna lose my $200 " T.T But luckily Ken found it behind some stools. Guess what she was doing? ----> ..... she was eating/sniffing the ant poison. Everybody told me that she is gonna die real soon. =<>

New semester starts tomorrow. New place will be somewhere in orchard. I don't like the new place cause you'll still have quite a walk before you reach it, whereas the old place is just riiight outside the MRT station. Why do they have to change? Also, since it's in orchard, that means my expenses need to go up as well cause food and everything else will be more expensive.

Neeed mooooore $$.

Neighbour really driving me nuts. I don't think they realised that we can actually hear them fighting or scolding the kids. It's really not a pleasant noise. Especially when you throw in some baby's crying.

If they hate each other so much, then why don't they divorce? Save them the fighting and save us having to hear it every time. Think of the kids, man. It's okay if they keep it hush hush and not all drama rama like what they do. * sigh * I reallly reallly hope that I won't become like them.

By the way, someone should really a nifty thing called " head/ear phones " to those Malays or maybe donate some money so they can buy some. Sheesh, they think they're so cool, waving their crappy hand phones around and putting their music on full blast. It's damn annoying and they're oblivious to it.

Sometimes, it's the Chinese people also. Funny how it is always a teenager who talks loud and act like " I'm all that ". Sorry to break it to you, but we hate you and your attitude so that makes you so NOT all that.

I'm not an intolerant little brat. It's just that when I'm angry about something, I come here to rant about it. I'm generally a happy happy person. But when I'm happy, I don't blog about it cause I already feel gooooood. * giggles *

Anyways, Tuesday either going to Bugis or Marina Square to watch movie and eat buffett for anniversary and buy presents for the people in China. Keke. Friday, going to meet up with Grace! YAY! We're going to Bugis and Orchard. Then she flies to Taiwan. =<

I really need money... so does every one else. Money money money.

Sometimes I really wish that, my life has a load and save point, just like a RPG game.

That way, you can just save at the end of everyday and if you screw up the next day you can just load back to yesterday. But I guess this isn't a new thought in this world anymore. They do have this kind of device imagined up. It's called a time machine.

Maybe, if this becomes a reality, it wouldn't hurt so bad. Maybe it will be a better place. Then again, maybe not, cause we're humans after all. We're not God, no matter how hard we try to be.

Humans are one hard bunch to please.

If a celebrity parties too much, then magazine will say, he/she should shed the wild child image.

If a celebrity doesn't party at all, then magazine will say, he/she should party a little.

Three capital letters for the magazine " 8 Days " :: WTF?

Because of a certain someone, my dad has to shell out another SGD500 to pay for my ticket. Okay, Lisa, just chill. You can earn that money back when you're like a super business tycoon person?

And be sure that I will be rich beyond your imagination, that is, if you have one of those. This is a MUST for me. Not only a dream. But a MUST. I can't imagine me living without all those riches. No, the basic necessities are not enough to satisfy my insatiable appetite of branded bags, shoes, makeups, first class trip and all those typical stuff you spend your money on when you're rich.

Of course, I'm gonna adopt/sponsor lots of orphans and build a super awesome SPCA to save all those tailess kitty. Crazy motherfucker singaporeans/foreigners. What do they get out of cutting of the kitty's tail? Sadists.

Anyways, I don't have a past anymore. Wait, it's not that I don't have one. Everyone has a past. It's just that I don't want one. Past = Pain. Well, I think that only applies to Lisa. So, I don't have a past. I don't wanna think about the past anymore. Past = Evil. Keke.

Bye- bye...

It's the holiday, baby!! My life as an unproductive teenage bum begins...

Things I have done so far [ in three days ]::

- Painted my nails black and glitter. Then re-touched the tips after two days.
- Watched Death Note : the movie, Battle Royale I and II, half of Stormbreaker and seven episodes of Death Note : Anime. Good movies.
- Played Astonishia Story and Harvest Moon on PSP. Battling the boss in AS, just started in Harvest Moon.
- Hassle Ken to download more animes, movies and games for me to fill up my time.
- Call parent everynight to see if they're well and alive.
- Went to China Embassy. Applied for China Visa. Cost $50. Stupid china woman receptionist. Who the hell does she think she is? Raised her voice at me just cause I asked her to confirm something.

Scenario::
Lisa :: Excuse me, where is the closest public phone here?
Receptionist :: * points her hand to the exit * through here then go to the right and right again.
Lisa :: * points hand at exit * through here?
Receptionist :: * points hand to the right * Did I say there? I said HERE.
Angry Lisa. Grr.

Service sucks. * sigh * But what can you expect from a low paid worker that is China Chinese?

- Slept A LOT. Like A LOT.
- Played with hamster and got bitten by her, again. I think I fed her also...
- Killed flies. Yeah, the maggots are reborn... as flies.
- Watched TV and shouted at the actors/actresses cause I hate them.
- Fought with Ken and threw his clothes out the door, which resulted in he throwing my shorts down the balcony... from the 14th floor.
- Played Chuzzle. Beated all my mum's record.
- Read Cleo, Seventeen and Women's Weekly, all bougth by Ken.

I think that's all I did... Hehe...

I hate machines. Is it just me or does anybody else find talking to a machine is farking annoying? China Embassy in Singapore and KrisFlyer Customer Service sucks! I hate them! I'm gonna send my fleet of flying pirate ships and throw bad seafood down their headquarters. Oh wait, I don't have a fleet of flying pirate ships. * sigh * How much worser can my life get?

I find that Econ is waaay easier than Accounting. Maybe it's cause I actually understand what it's all about. I don't wanna fail both!!! =< If that happens, then I'll have to pay SGD300 just to sit for both of the tests again. My parent will kill me! I think... I dunno. Depends on their mood, I guess.

Did I mention that our lecturer thinks we're stupid. As in we're doofus and we don't understand the words coming out of his mouth kinda stupid? To me, that's awesome! Cause maybe, just maybe, he will be kind hearted enough to give us easy questions for the exams and we'll wow him with my super duper intelligence. Well, I will be the one who will do the wowing only...

If he doesn't give us the questions he gave us to revise, I'm gonna farking kill him. Not only me this time, I'm gonna have all my classmates backing me up. He's like the only lecturer so far that hasn't given us a SPECIFIC chapters to study. It'll look so bad if so many of us fail though cause you know, it kinda reflects back on his teaching ability.

He's such a tree killer! There is perfectly usable big-ass whiteboard behind him, but he just has to use lots and lots of paper to write down the notes for us to copy down. He's not a very eco-friendly guy, that I can tell you. I forgot to write that down on our lecturer's comment form. Damn my memory. * roars *

I don't wanna see him or my Accounting lecturer anymore. I rather forfeit all my magazines, toiletries and allowance just so I don't have to see them anymore. Well, okay, not really. Those things are my life supports. It's sad, I know, but I live for these things. Lol.

Back to mind torturing for Lisa. Toodles.

It's official. I'm driving everyone crazy with my paranoia of maggots. My mum told me not to call her until I'm really infested with maggots, meaning that I can only call her when I'm all bloody and maggots are poking out of my skin. But she did call me twice today so I guess that's okay.

I'm not only disinfecting the kitchen area, I'm even disinfecting myself by scrubbing myself hard and covering myself with dettol cream. My mum told me I should drink head and shoulder shampoo, when asked why, she said :" Haven't you watched the movie " evolution " before? "=.= I'll just stick to eating panadol, thank you very much.

I freak out when I see wounds on myself. Ken is pissed at me cause I kept on asking him to check the wounds properly to see if they are any maggots crawling out of. I'm scared shitless.

We have replaced all our kitchen ware. We bought new pans, pots, bowls and utensils. We even replaced the dish rack. Just to be safer. I'm really afraid that one day when I go to the kitchen's sink, they'll be thousands of baby maggots crawling out from the sinkhole. I must have poured gallons and gallons of hot water and disinfectant and insect killer down there. But mutated metal eater maggots are damn unpredictable. Be afraid, be very afraid.

Anyways, I'm off to disinfect myself again. Cheerios.

Too tired to blog. Went out the whole day... Oh yeah, just a note to everybody. Don't ask if I remember you cause chances are I won't. It's not you, it's my memory.

I can't stop thinking about those filthy maggots who are ruining my near perfect life. I think I'm gonna die within a few days. I can feel them wriggling inside my body. They're gonna eat me from the inside. No, I'm dead serious. It's a common misconception that maggots only eat dead tissues. They eat healthy tissues as well, so we're not immune to it.!

One of the maggots ate through metal! Don't ask me how, but when I went to check on them, I saw sticking out of the sink... not through the drain pipe but right in the middle of a metal surface! So don't tell me that I'm over reacting okay? They are mutated maggots! Give them a few years and they will rule the world.

God, I really should book an appointment tomorrow to see if I have contracted myasis. I don't wanna die, not when things are going okay right now. =<

Isn't she just adorable!? I did this myself! and no she doesn't need to go on a diet. Fat pet = cute pet. Skinny pet = ugly pet. Lisa likes everything around her to be cute. C'mon even my panadol pills are pink!

* Freaked out * I went to wash the dishes just now and guess what crawled out of the sink?MAGGOTS! White, slimy, disgusting maggots! I hate maggots. GAR! I am never going near the kitchen's sink anymore. I can't stand it. I ran out of the kitchen and went into my room to strip my clothes off, just to make sure those bastards didn't come anywhere near my skin. AHH, I want to go back to NZ ar. The only insects I have encountered there are flies and that's only in summer. * sniffs sniffs * Feel sorry for me.

Anyways, maggots aside. I have some bad news... My year 9 form teacher, Mr Squire [ hey, don't laugh at the name ] died. Although he wasn't a great teacher, he sure was one of the nicest one in Riccarton High. You know how rare that is? A nice teacher? The school is going to hold a ceremony for him in the hall. He died on cancer. Never knew he had cancer. So sad. I can't bear it when people died. Think of how Mrs Squire and the kids are feeling now. =<

But let's cheer up, all of us are gonna die sooner or later. In our case, let's hope we get the later part. Usually, bad news will come with good new and my good news is Grace is coming!! Her mum said I could go to the hotel and take her shopping!!! Happy happy ^^ We can bitch about people again and pretend we are rich people. Okay, she doesn't need to pretend, she IS rich. How I envy her. [ Okay, you people shut up. My dad is not rich, k? So spare me the bullshit ]

I found out I have cellulite. Wait, let me repharse that. I realised the mysterious lines and dimples on my inner thighs are cellulite. I think I have cellulites since I was 10, just that I didn't realise they are cellulites. Meeeeh. Thank god nobody will ever see my inner thigh since I don't wear bikinis or shorts that short so I don't care... [ yeh, just wait till you're old and flabby, Lisa ]

26 more days till I go to Guang Zhou. My mum told me that I need to buy Ken's parents a present each and a wedding gift for the wedding couple. * sigh * Look, there goes Lisa's money. Say bye to it before it goes " poof " and disappeared. I don't even know what old people like. It's easy if the dad wears tie and the mum uses perfume, but noo, they don't and I never bought a wedding gift before! Should I buy lingerie? Wait, cannot, need to have the " good girl " image. So what about a rice cooker? I don't think she cooks. Someone help? Need ideas.

I decided not to take Japanese cause I don't think I can have another commitment. I'm a commitment phobe. So another thing that goes bye-bye. My once in a lifetime chance of going to Japan. Maybe I can just do self study and hope that my Japanses is understandble. Heck, who needs words when we can do body language. * winks *

My eyes are hurting. It's waaaay too dry. This kind of problem rarely happen to me in NZ, only when I come to Asia. Anybody knows why? I don't think it's the humidity cause NZ is way more dry than Asia.

I'm gonna go take bath liao. I'll reply Huei's and Grace's emiao later.

P/S :: Government had just passed a law to make oral sex and anal sex legal. O.o

Will blog when I come back from school!~ ^^ Have a nice day, well what's left of it.

It's over and done with. I can do all 4 questions but not the last one. I feel so stupid, cause the last question is more or less the same one as the one our lecturer gave us. Meh. Cleaning the whole house right now. Busy. Will take photos of my stuff later.

21:34. Nope, I'm not gonna pass. I still can't do the ledger accounts for Depreciation and Provision for Doubtful Debts. If I can't do these two, it means that I have to get 60% for rest of the questions. One word :: Impossible. Shit, I don't want to pay $151.70 for a re-test. That's a lot of money. AHH!

20:00. I think I have a slightly better chance at passing now. Only slightly though. I realised that most of the exams questions are okay, it's just the ledger accounts, I don't get. Ledger account is a bitch. A farking bitch. It's tedious, pointless, and yes, a bitch.

19:07. Went down to buy dinner.Was going to buy Century Egg Porridge since I'm have stomachache lately. But it wasn't open, the store I mean, not the porridge. So went to supermarket to get some rice and some canned food. Sick people's food.

My list is looking better now. I've ticked a lot of it. Some I really understand, some I don't. I've already calculated it. In the exam, there will be five questions. So that's 20% to each question. I'll only need to get 10% for each question and I'll pass, not with flying colours, but it's still a pass.

16:19. KFC just called. I hate KFC. I will never order KFC home delivery meal anymore. What the fark is wrong with them? I ordered a Colonel's Fish and Chips buddy meal and the two drinks that should come with the meal didn't come! When I complained to them, they just said :" Oh, the home delivery meal doesn't come with drinks. "

WHAT THE HELL!!!?? They still charge me the same amount! The chick didn't tell me that it doesn't coem with the drinks. Bad service! BAD KFC. I'm gonna stick to McD from now on. They have the best home delivery service. Last time when they forgot to deliver the drinks, they went back to get it for me without any grumbling. They even throw in a free apple pie as well!

Grr, don't ever ask for KFC anymore. They work hand in hand with Pizza Hut. Pizza Hut charged Ken $39.90 for a large pizza! Imagine that, $40 for a Pizza that tastes really weird. I wouldn't mind if they inform me about the " drinks don't come with home delivery " beforehand. Then at least I can change to something else. But nooooo, they just have to be sneaky about it and then call me up and talk to me as if I'm stupid and ignorant to not to know that drinks don't come with that.

Go fark yourself, KFC.

16:09. I think I'm gonna fail. Right now, I can only do FIFO, LIFO, weighted average cost and calculating depreciation cost. I don't think that's enough mark for me to pass. Oh god, where are you? Do me a miracle and I'll donate my kidney to you.

Tuesday 12:13. I did get my McDonald. But that was a mistake, since after eating, I felt very sleepy, so I slept. Wasted 9 hours of studying time. Now, I don't feel so well. I'm tired. I want to get out of this relationship. But I can't. Why can't I?

00:26. I haven't practice on any of the sample examination questiong BUT I have grapsed the MOST BASIC concept on ledger accounts, which I should really know about at the start of the term. My stomach is crying out for attention. I would really welcome a McDonald right now. Eyes are very dry and red. This is not going well. Need energy drink.

21:18.

Thirty six hours and forty two minutes until doomsday. * wails pitifully *

Maybe I should just get a MC from polyclinic, saying I injured my right hand index finger, thus making it impossible to write. Stupid flesh loving hamster. I think my hamster is a carnivore, she but off a chuck of my flesh... =.=" evil.

I'm not planning to sleep during this thirty six hours. I'm gonna study my butt off. No food, no bath, no entertainment except for updating my thirty six hours stint. Dang, I'm gonna be one hungry, smell and unhappy little girl. =<

I wish Luca Pacioli is still alive. He's the " founding father " of ass-ounting [ accounting ]. If he's still alive, I can tell him how much suffering he has cost this world with his intelligence. People is his day should just stick to things that are good at, like shoving horse and cow dungs or something barbaric.

I went to sushi buffett today! Only $13.90, excluding tax and service charge. The waiter was nice enough to give us the student price even we go to a private school. Honestly, Singapore government is missing a few screws. Sure, we go to a private school but does that mean that we're not students as well? We can't apply for the concession fares or enjoy any of the benefits government school students can and WE PAY MORE.

Farking bullshit. Thirty six hours and twenty two more minutes left. STUDY LISA! STUDY! God, I'm soo hating this. I wanna just sleep and sleep with all my pillows, duvet and soft toys suffocating me. Yeh!~ If there is a job that requires professional sleeping, I know I'll definitely kick everyone's butt at it cause I'm the best.

One more month until I fly to GuangZhou for an intensive one week retail therapy! YAY! All the clothes, bag and shoes at cheap cheap cheap prices! and the glorious food. * wipes drool * Yes, be jealous of me! Wahahaha. Okay, Accounting is really calling out to me now. I can hear it. SHUT UP ACC!

No mood to blog. I just wrote a witty and perfect entry but I accidently deleted it! AHH. I hate my life. RAWR! Angry Lisa on the loose. Lock your door tonight. I'm sooo not over reacting.

KFC delivery sucks. I still prefer McDonald's. KFC didn't deliver my drinks, which are included in the fish and chips buddy meal.! and it's just my luck that they're not open 24 hours so when I call back, they're closed for the day. Grr, not happy.

So, to make myself happier, I'll write about the things people have done for me that really make me feel warm and fuzzy inside. It also makes me wanna squeeze them to death cause I love them that much.

First up, we have Mr Henry Ting [ Is that his last name? I dunno, it's enough for me and you just to know his first name ]. I haven't talked or seen him for nearly a year. Some say that he went back to Hong Kong to work in Disneyland as The Beast from Beauty and the Beast... all without make up cause he's just a natu-ral. ^^"

Anyways, when I was in NZ, before I got together with Ken, every night, Henry and I will talk on the phone, mostly about Ken and other guys in my school, he was my gay friend, except he wasn't gay. He was infatuated with a chick called Catherine for 2 years! During one of these phone conversations marathon, I got hungry and I started complaining to him about how hungry I was and how my stomach is threathening to run away from the rest of body if I don't feed it NOW and then he just said : " Wait ar, I'll go to your house right now with noodles." At first I didn't believe him cause it was raining outside so I went to sleep.

But after 10 minutes, I heard a knock on my window, I creeped out cause I thought it was some kinda ghost looking for me so I just ignored it. Then my handphone ringed again, I looked at the caller and it was Henry so I picked up the phone and said :" Shit Henry, there's a ghost outside my window." He said :" Are you talking about me? Look I might be ugly but I'm not that scary, am I?" Keke. So he did delivered my piping hot bowl of noodles at 1am with the rain pouring down his neck. Thanks Henry.

Yinny Yin Yin. My best friend for at least 5 years or more. She has been there for me through every break up and guy/family/pet problems. The things she had done for me is countless, including waking me up when I was dwelling in self pity. Heh. She even went to the psychiatric hospital to bail me up cause I called her up while she was having her NCEA exam. * hugs * But I ran away from the hospital cause it sucks. The people in there are scary. * shudders * Lately, she hasn't been contacting me though. WHERE ARE YOU HUEI YIN? I MISS YOOOU. =< Come to sg to visit me! I'll give you cookies :P

Grac[i]e Chen is great, I tell you. I think she is the only person in the world who can put up with my bad temper and spoilt brat personality. She stand up for/with me for everything even though sometimes I didn't stand up for her and I bunk a lot. She has something against me bunking, saying it's bad for me or something the rather. I don't see what's so bad about bunking. Oh well, she has always been the " good girl " amongst us two. We balance out each other, I guess. * roars * I miss her too... Go online Grace! I mean go online at the same time so we can bitch about other people again.

Jimsy, one of my other gay friend, except again, he wasn't gay. He went out with the Japanese chick who dumped him before the prom, after he payed her ticket. Bitch. I dunno why, but every one of my close guy friend has to be gay or else they'll get " it " from Ken. So yes, he's gay and so not straight. This guy offered to pay for my prom ticket AND dress even though he has to pay for his gf one and he's not rich at all. But I had to turn him down cause both Ken and my mum won't let me go. * sigh * Damn jealous at those who went. Every time I had a fight with Ken, I'll just called him up and said let's go to karaoke. He also brought me supper just cause I didn't want to cook. Really, all my friends had been spoiling me. :P Maybe I'm really that cute and loveable.

Ken Lu a.k.a Kenio, Ken Ken, Lisa's boyfriend, Ken the fucker, People... On my birthday, He got Pride to bring a bouquet of flowers, a gold ring and three doggie stuffed toy to my classroom and he also texted to most of the people in my school to tell them to say " Happy Birthday to me " so all these people were like : " Hey you're that birthday girl right? Happy Birthday " I was quite scared... I thought I was being stalked or something. How come all these people know my birthday?!?!! AHH... I didn't know until some guy told me about it, I was like :" ohhhh, he's such a sweet guy. That wasn't one of my instructions. " Yeah, so what? I gave him a list of instructions so my first birthday with him will be perfect.! You got a problem with that? Go talk to him.

I want to sleep now. I miss all the crazy fun with my friends. It's just so different now... All you people should move to sg too so I don't have to miss you guys. We can all squeeze into my HDB flat.. but some of you might have to sleep on the dining table, or if you're small enough, you can share my hamster's cage, only IF you're small enough. I don't want a squashed hamster as a pet.

I have a pink obssesssion!~ No, not the singer " Pink " but the colour PINK. I still remebered that at least two years ago, I was telling everyone I know and not know, that I absolutely, positively hate pink. But now I luuuurve it.

Even my panadol pills are hot pink. I just bought it today and it comes with a sanitary pad also! Lol. It tasted funny, maybe it was the colouring. But it helped! Oh yes, it did.

I wanted to buy the new Sony Ericsson Z610i and Cybershot T10, just cause it's pink and sexy. But I already have the T9 and it's not even a year old. As for buying a handphone, I think I'll pass... ya know, with my record of losing, breaking and... umm, drowning? all my previous handphones. So I'll just stick with my Nokia 6100i, although it's old and scratched and the screen came out... * sigh *

I reaaaaallly should be studying, what with all the exams coming up. Fark. I haven't even finish my Accounting ass which is due on Mondaaaay. * whines whines whines * I still believe I'm a princess. A middle income family princess. You can't deny that my life is somewhat perfect. :P

Sometimes I wonder how can all my friends afford to buy all those expensive stuff and still complain that they're broke/poor as shit. But maybe is cause after buying all those stuff they become broke. I will never be that stupid.

Quote Ken :: Hai, no money to buy stuff is so sad.

Quote Lisa :: Hai, got money but cannot buy stuff is even sadder.

Yes, it is quite sad to have no money to go shopping, but it is even sadder to have all those money sitting in your bank and you can't touch it, as in my case. Sad sad sad. I have to think about the shiny side. When all my friends get out of college/uni they'll be alone and with no financial support, unless for the lucky few, but I, will have the backup of my bank accountsss. Keke. I will live the life of dan sheng gui zu [ which rougly translates into rich life of a singleton ], except I'll be in a relationship. Talk about contradiction... Stupid Lisa.

Lisa reborn-ed. Keke.

4 more days till Accounting assignment is due, 6 more days till Accounting exam... then there is Economics. * sigh * I feel so... empty. My mum told me that my only goals for now are to be a good student and study, study, study and ace all my exams. Nothing wrong with that since she is okay with me having a social life i.e. having crazy fun with friends.

But am I going to spend most of my teenage years, studying my ass off just to get that piece of paper to say that " yes, I'm worthy enough to be hire by XX company ". I don't need a piece of certificate to make people respect me. Beside, I don't plan to work in a company. I decide to OWN one.

That's when a shiny golden oppurtinity came. My dad said that if I can be somewhat fluent in Japanese, then he will sponsor me to go to Japan for 6 months! I say :" Deal! ". It's not everyday I get an offer like that. Heck, it's not even often that a normal teenager will get a deal like that.

I guess he is sick of my whining. I've been whining that I want to go to Japan since last year and I've also been whining that my Jap class in NZ sucks cause I'm a fast learner and the people in my class are idiots, except for Matt, who is a genius in pretty much everything.

I planned to apply for an air stewardess position in SIA after I turned 18. It's a win-win situation. I get pay to travel around the world. It'll be even greater if they promote me to serving first class, then I get to meet all the rich and famous people. Haha. But, my dad said that I should concentrate on starting my own business and let people serve me while I'm travelling instead of the other way round. That would take some time.

Anyways, my left armpit hurts due to epilating. >< Damn those body hair. I'm saving up to go for those permanent hair removal thingies. One of my goals is to have all my hair remove except for my hair and eyebrows. So, yeah, my armpit hurts.